fish....f%&$

y im so stupid~~~~~~~~
god help me~~~~~~~
someone will understand this~~~~~~
haizzzzzzzzzzzzzz~~~
fuck man!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
im too careless!!!!!!!!
fuck~

fuck finish~
end

my future..

today,13/11/2008........
long time didnt write thing here adi~
must b so many fan waiting my feeling to b state here..haha
future??my future would b full of colour?or just dark??
i really concern on this matter.....
i wan to b success in my future no matter wat job i having~
but when just set up the goal,and cant achive it at last....
will feel self so useless....
i hope to gv a good lifestyle for my family...my beloved parent
thy work so hard for me...and i should at least b able to earn money..
and gv them a good lifestyle tat they ever had....
when the exam started.....and the time i answering the question~
i had noticed tat...if i prepare well b4...it would b a easy test for me~
but now everything regret also too late~
whatever the result out,i had to face it too~
i really scare i do not hv a good result n cant study in some course~
but....wat can do......who call me so lazy~
haizzz,how to take out the lazy nerve from my body???
god...help me!!!
haha~

super tired day

today tuesday jor..........v didnt go sch for the stupid seminar...

cause of the tuition,LCCI wan woh...must go ma...hehe~

after tat v go sing k...........

at nite le,v jiu go jor pub...

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back home i keep vomit....

n slp lo.....

a sien day

today go sch....although was holiday....
omg!!!!sien dao mama also dunno la!!!!
wanna die jor.....v keep chatting thr.....
n notice my best friend gt some changes....
normaly she nt so fast to close with a friend..but she gd with some1 so fast..
even gv her private blog...although she say b4 wont gv anyone accept me n she!!
but nvm....as u like..mayb she gt some fate will u...
n u trust her faster then mine....
mayb i too sensitive...forgive me...
as i remember u nt so like to hugging to touch touch with friend...
but u do tat to her also...
nvm,mayb u used it it jor...cause tat nite u 2 like 相依偎命le!!
ermmm,n when sit...u choose to sit with her....mayb she ngam u more?
actually this kind of feel appear cause i scare to lost such like friend like u..
mayb think too much...
im nt feel so gd cause...v b a close friend proving by time...
but she just suddenly become....without anything....
u gv her the trust tat i need when just v as a long time friend...
n she gt all the trust just as fast as u all meet...haha..
so funny...mayb u 2 in common....
just scare 1 day i will b the 多余的人 again....
this kind of feel make me fed up....
friend really can last last forever?
make a bit confuse............
or do i too sensitive?
after i tell this kind of feel...i scare u will go far from her...
cause of me...but if u too close with her....feel nt gd!!!
how?hehe~ god knw it...the fate i will accept.....
just hope happy everyday......
bye

a untired day

today at mornig i go find my lou ar...
hehe~
ntg much say about him la...
feel a bit sien about him jor...
then after reach home,feli call..........
ask me out!!! n i say ok....then i receive dao msg...
say thy wan come my house.....
then v jiu go jor midvalley.........
then i jiu go smoke har lo.....
then jiu at thr walk har....n take some pic...so nice~
then finish jor smoke,v jiu go walk har...

my baby cute?my family pic....hehe~

then thy wan eat sushi king lo.....

(i also say jor dun wan eat de la)still

force ppl geh!!!!!!

then after eat jiu back lo...hehe~

a happy day!!!

bye!!!!

a happy day

yesterday....16/08 satuday..........
at morning wanna going to facial...
but after waked up just realised tat my dad still hv back home....
n i hv to car to drive....
so i just sms to feli....
but,she reply it slow.....
mayb cause i too early jor....haha....
then le,feli reply me jor...
then ask me sms fiona...
i mai sms her lo..........
then she reply,"dun worry,i come to fetch now"
haha,this make me calm back jor....
but so paiseh ma fan dao ppl.....
haha,fiona,own u meal ooo....thk...........
after reach bangsar,just go to hv some breakfast
then v go for facial......
OMG...pain until....................................haizzzz
haha,then after finish v go Bangsar Village walk a while......
cheh,ntg walk geh....pui pui pui!!!!
then v jiu go pizza eat lo............cause fiona hungry jor...
always eat la,thy so gundaqi still wan eat!!haizzzz
haha,after tat fiona ah ku come jor.....
n the morning breakfast n the pizza paid by their ah ku geh.....
so paiseh la,thk anyway!!!!
then after finish eat,v jiu go lo...........
go back kl,me thr......
then v plan go sunway geh...but go wrong road jor...
then jiu back kl...........n go sungei wang....
v reach thr eat again at kimgary.........
then jiu go walk walk...

then v eat ice cream lo........haha
then nite jor lo,feli dun let me go...say still early....
so just walk lo......almost 8pm+
only back home....
haha............
then at nite just on9......
ermmm,wj n py.....thy fu he le.............
so happy le,haha.............
can go eat,ply together lo.........haha.......
dunno wat cy experission wat she knw this le.......
hoho!!!!
bye

a enough slp day...

ehmm....today is sunday 10/08/2008...

a nice n gd mood day...knw y?

haha...cause enough slp n can listen music by my new speaker...

so happy...thk fiona again...

ehmm....today wake up quite early...

cause yesterday nite slp at 9pm without dinner...

today wake up at 7:30am.....with a flat stomach...

haha...so happy...

but cause gt a bit hungry then jiu eat jor a fat fat thing....

my favaorite,chocolate....

hehe....fat jiu fat la...haha.....

later will go out lo...

buy thing n c har camera lo....

i wan buy camera la!!!!!!

wan take many many pic put inside here lo....

to let u all c har...

c how happy im...

c how sad im....

haha....

while waiting boss come fetch me.....

i just surf net,www.ebay.com.my.....

go thr to c camera lo......

haha...........

wait har wait har boss come jor............

then go up car....n go fetch ying ying lo...........

then reach dao sw jor lo....hehe

then cause thy so hungry,so v go U-Village eat lo....

hehe..........cause at morning i eat jor bit bit....

so didnt didnt order thing to eat lo....

diet ma....hoho~ (u c?just drink water only ar!!!)

then le.....their drinks come jor......

ehmmmm......then wait jor so long then...

their meal come jor lo....hehe....

haizzzzz,make me a bit hungry jor tim.....hehe

cant tahan jor......i eat la!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

then i eat jor almost 1++hour.......thy wait until alomost fat mou jor~hehe

hehe......then i n feli jiu go c bra.....

then o,at the centre hall thr....

v saw dao Claire........ntg special~hehe...

then jiu go c bra lo....then take jor v choose geh go try....

OMG....the fitting room big until 100 ppl also can in jor...

big until!!!!!!!!!!!!haizzz...move a bit can touch feli...move a bit can touch the wall...

really too big n cold jor lo...

until i gt cold sweat jor.....

after try finish,feli buy lo....

i didnt!!nt ngam size..no my size!!

then jiu go meet ah mong n ah beng lo......

then v go c camera at low yat.....

while on the way....i c dao ice cream...wait wat??

ofc go buy lo..hehe~

(choosing ice cream)

then wanna pay jor geh....then feli say treat me eat ooo....

so happy,hehe.....thk feli(muackkkkk)

then jiu go low yat walk a while lo.....

then so sien thr jor....jiu go ts.......

then reach thr v jiu go metrojaya a while....

then v jiu start ply ply thr jor....hehe~

(feli pour drink gv MS PRINCESS)

(nice mou??)

(i choosing cloth for my daughers)

walk har walk sien jor.........then jiu go eat lo....

hehe....then v all jiu reach jor secret recipe thr.....

order jor a few cake....

(chocolate n new york cheese)

the ar.....wait har wait har..........slow dao!!!!!!!!!ah ma also dunno ooo...

our look when waiting the cakes....

(waiting the stupid cakes)

then ntg ply oo....gt ppl curi curi take my pic....

(hehe)

then eat finish jor jiu go walk har lo///

then the 2 gundaqi(tamil)wan eat again oo!!!!who more la...

ofc the mong beng la......

then eat finish jor jiu back home lo.....

haha..............

a happy day oo....

bye