a sien day

today go sch....although was holiday....
omg!!!!sien dao mama also dunno la!!!!
wanna die jor.....v keep chatting thr.....
n notice my best friend gt some changes....
normaly she nt so fast to close with a friend..but she gd with some1 so fast..
even gv her private blog...although she say b4 wont gv anyone accept me n she!!
but nvm....as u like..mayb she gt some fate will u...
n u trust her faster then mine....
mayb i too sensitive...forgive me...
as i remember u nt so like to hugging to touch touch with friend...
but u do tat to her also...
nvm,mayb u used it it jor...cause tat nite u 2 like 相依偎命le!!
ermmm,n when sit...u choose to sit with her....mayb she ngam u more?
actually this kind of feel appear cause i scare to lost such like friend like u..
mayb think too much...
im nt feel so gd cause...v b a close friend proving by time...
but she just suddenly become....without anything....
u gv her the trust tat i need when just v as a long time friend...
n she gt all the trust just as fast as u all meet...haha..
so funny...mayb u 2 in common....
just scare 1 day i will b the 多余的人 again....
this kind of feel make me fed up....
friend really can last last forever?
make a bit confuse............
or do i too sensitive?
after i tell this kind of feel...i scare u will go far from her...
cause of me...but if u too close with her....feel nt gd!!!
how?hehe~ god knw it...the fate i will accept.....
just hope happy everyday......
bye