agruement

erm....started with end
sienz
y seem all u correct?
y,wat u do,u think,u wan r correct?
bt wat i do,i think,i wan all wrong?
sienz
cant determine correct or fault adi...
i knw shud tolerate,I GOT
bt....y still tis way
u hot temper,me too.
u nt patient?me too
i gt my kind of thinkin wan..
can say so..u nt reli understand wat i think yet..

life

wan to b rich?without any sacrifice?
mou soh la
wat i sacrifice now..family n friends
tis decision sacrifice alot
nid earn back double on it
so...hopefully
i tough to handle future prob
no rich no back KL

lol^^

reach johor

started frm today...start a whole new journey in my life
gettin far frm hometown,family n friends
goin to a new environment
good luck to myself
bt sunday only go sgpore
tis few day for relax in dear house
noon..go fishing wit dear,n dear mama
wtf
sienz die....gv mosquito bite die
swear nt fishing adi
after tat go c cow...so cuteeeeeeeeeee
then ah..back home
dear said go out a while
wan dam dai me..sure i dont let
bt he choose to leave me alone also
said awhile back
bt end up...few hour later only back
xiong cry jor
dear bluff me
haizzzz
shui yan dear
HENG

BYE

bye my family..home

bye my friends

goin to out KL for a moment

thrus...nitez

farewell wit my friends

haizz

touch die guys

reli mm seh dak u all

but i will b back geh..wait me hor

after yam cha wit them all...

start go johor adi

on the way...dear said

my baba dont wan me d..

cryin d

althou i always said tat...bt nt tat meaning

dear...i cry nt coz wat u said

mm seh dak sure gt...release still nid?right?

cry nt coz weak can?i admit im nt as tough as i pretend

bt...im nt tat weak too

i dont care how gettin bully or other in future dear

it will let me learn alot

i jus nid a my bf to support n understand me..

even parent dont un me i dont mind

bt..my bf also cant un me?dear...half my wrong too

coz i didnt said it out

dear...muacksss

RHB-BANK Kiosk Sales Ex

lol...the post of tis job,like vry pro
haha...jus sales jek
funny^^
started work 1st day,reli feel so fed up
so fed up bout sales adi
bt anyhow,nid go thru..since the basic attrative ma
work wit dear,so song^^
haha
bt nt last long also...
taking leave back johor wit dear
n dear friend advise v goin sgpore
it better then earnin RM
so...v decided goin sgpore
resign tis job...
^^

worry..nervous..end up wit dissapointed

erm....at 1st,thot its ntg..mus b a mistake
bt..at last,sure the result r nt mistake
sure adi...the feeling tat time..althou scare
but...happy
bt,when knw the end....feeling self so useless

haizz,sorry b

byebye b

genting trip^^

goin genting wit geng n dear dear^^

hehe^^happy

guys...my friends,reli miss last time moment

althou less ppl goin,bt it enjoyin la

hehe^^

d other day...eye cong jor

so decided cancel kuantan trip

so..goin back johor wit dear to heal eye

lam 5 dou,feli n wj same wit me

haha^^

too over?

erm..since gether wit him

everyday seing each other..except the only 1day

mayb goin out too over..baba angry 99

haha...kena beat jor

bt,nt scare at all la

after beat straight stole stole went clubbing tim^^

erm...dear went genting

me barcelona...dear reli worry dying me^^

d other day,act guai,dont out sin^^

cant c dear for a day so sanfu jor

^^

in my heart

today..waked on 7pm
hehe^^
then goin dinner wit dear n his friends
after tat..bring dear..find mama in frenster..
hehe^^funny
dear..heartbeat geng dou,funny^^
after tat...go pak toh wit dear
'small genting' hehe^^
dear,whatever u do..i accept it,and support it
when wanna back..reli mm sek tak gah
dunno u feel dou mou..hehe^^
when reach home,layin on bed..
look my palm..feel it back..
stolen smile adi...
automaticaly..put to my heart..
dear..adi in my heart,muacksssssssss...
MUACKSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS^^

telemarketer

15/09/09

wake up late...

go work..1st day
trainin...reli slpy die..

hou xiong back..

althou salary quite attractive..

bt nt suit zao nt suit gua

16/09/09

d other day...cant wake...

told trainer,mc

ehehe..

went out wit dear..

discusin shud continue work tis job?

then eat n watch 'i love beth cooper'

hehe^^

wat a lovely day

whole day til nitez spent wit dear..

nitez..still purposely send tis to me..

thank dear...so cute^^

Johor,Chaar

didnt slp...
takin bus..back dear hometown
reach thr..suprise n suprise n suprise
dear whole family,friends all so nice
althou jus a small place thr..bt reli feel peace thr
thank dear mama gv me a necklace..damn nice^^
when dear..askin me wanna follow him back hometown..
im thinkin..think n think about it b4 answer dear
coz...all thing happen too fast,the realistic feel nt thr
bt after dear...show me something on car,while goin nilai/cyber
i knw how to answer adi^^
decided follow dear...nt regret of the decision
and when reach home
started to miss dear..
started miss the time v being together
started miss everything
wtf man
y im nt kena toto neh,if nt can go honeymoon lo
goin to start work tml...

poppy 11/04/09

bei~
til nitez...
fetch mei goin club
drink only a bit..
and..poppy reli shit only tat day..
dunno izit mei 'leg head' nt good ah..
or wat...or pork n unclass ppl tat nitez..
bt seem mei enjoy it..
coz dear n me..reli bit sienz d..
smell alcohol..sumore drink it...yiiiiiiiii
i think nid stop clubbin awhile~~
dear...u seem alot of thing on ur mind..
bt coz of u nt tellin it..i could nt guess wat it is ma
everytime club...after bei or wat..
will sit thr..holdin ur head..
seem depress something
jus feel everything gt the solution
n shud b optismistic..
bt after back hometown wit u..I UN DEAR

dear come lo^^

after waked..goin to interview
meet jb n her friends...
gettin in..can say success geh..
after tat walk around...meet ying
hehe^^coloured hair by pro ying
after tat go fetch dear..gether went to SS2
eat alot^^hehe
after tat fetch them back d,wit dear find fion
then go to c our movie
WHERE GOT GHOST,sg movie
funny die...bt for me also hong bou die...
then go genting klang yam cha wit dear friends...
after tat gt second round...meet wit kent,mk
lost city...at 1st dissapointed..then at last ok d
erm....bei^^reli bei
bt still knw self doing wat
as my concept for tis,v shud control it..nt control by it
dear..i take care myself,no worry
til 7am...back
lay on bed...til 10am..cant slp
imagination geng...
thinkin alot of thing...
erm,wonderin after bei geh me is ori me?
or realistic me the ori?
baba,mama,luv u so much~

heartbeat cant even slow down for awhile..
feelin my heart gt some prob^^
heart attack?wtffffffff


release tis way,gt wrong?
then tell me any other way to release can?

feeling

09/09/09

jus past
wat nid 99 geh leh?
happy 99
relax 99
laugh 99
sweet 99
play 99
eat 99

among v all,all couple lo
except 1....
coz u yim zip jek(dunno weather u still c my blog mou)
all sweet sweet..happy happy geh
some almost 1year,some almost half year,some almost 2week
hope all of us can continue happy 99

and ofc...vry excite bout the trip v plan end of this month
after study,exam,asgmnt so hard...guys
SHUD RELAX 99
hehehe^^

wai wat feel again

dont like tis kind of feel..

been thru tis feel since child til now

dont hope to hv tis kind of again..

tat y desperately wan own car...

erm...bt at least,i knw my target nw..

try to achive it^^

dear,im nt angry..jus feel wai wat..

wtf

bt dear,u made me smile again^^

the pizza althou adi cold n late reach..

bt i still feel it warm..sweet dear

ty dear,u make me feel confident in love again^^

muackssssssssss

can c dear by tml..yeahhhh

n dear must b success on the interview on fri..

no nid worry dear^^

ty dear for the warm pizza n sweet cigr^^

my whole day^^

waked up late,ding
late jor,plus the time for interview early jor
damn rush...
at last reach thr..
settle,success!!
yeahhh,monday start new job..
feel excited and the same time feel lazy too^^
dream of gold drop down frm sky..innocent girl here^^
hope nt goin gettin so fast fed up n change job again..
my target nw,out a car
shud nt gv up easily..
hope i gt enuf patient ba^^
noon..nitez shop til heart pain...
nvm,next time earn back double....
nitez yam cha wit them..
sayin among us..
who the last who gt a LV,GUCCI,BURBERY,or blehh bleh
nid treat eat...hehe^^
fight n work hard for better life..^^

poppy 04/09/09

due ytd..waked late~
wake up,find dear go eat~
feli ffk,diu
after eat...
back home get ready go poppy~
quite alot ppl tat nitez..dance flr no place dance~
meet dou bibi,n few of my sis friend tim~
drink drink drink.wtf
i hate CHIVAS
omg
in the end...vomit die thr
luckily dear hug g...
bei 9 jor lo...wtf
luckily no knock head adi~
hehe^^
got improvement d...
while driving back..waitin traffic light'
wtf..BOOM,i ngou 9 jor
suen..dont bother
continue..luckily c back the car..WLR 25
horn horn horn..go side
yiii,hong bou...indian man lai geh...
haizz
suen ba~
back home..........
slp lu~bei

barcelona 03/09/09

erm...dear come
fetch him,together wit his friend have breakfast
pavilion,dragon-i....long time no eat lo..
then....back ready go barce
thot goin to b a borin nitez..
unexpected..still ok
at least gt a girl pui me,selena...
erm...dear wei dai
2year nt touch...at last touch also~~hehe
1st time drink lambogini(dunno spell)
yiiiiiiiiiiii~nan yam dou~~
fetch selena back...accidently
go jor sri petaling eat..
til reach home 7+...
gv baba diu 99...
i wan my own carrrrrrrrr
fuck~

fion~

im reli so sorry to heard that
jus to let u knw,anything happen..
i still by ur side
hope u move on toughly..
alive,old,sick,die the four prosess for human
althou hard to accept it,but v force to be
anytime u need me to talk..i b thr for u

29/08/09 Red Square

now 31/08/09 0600...
sat,went to a new club,red square..
thot will b a fun nite..
in dao..gao xiao....no ppl!!fuck
v can consider the second gang in the club..
reli naik kereta adi~~
suen,nian zai gt black label......SUEN
drink habis..not enuf
heineken 1backet...yiiii
dance on table...hehe~~
ppl treat drink,mou bin nid drink..
again treat?mou bin drink..
again again?mou bin drink drink..
diu!!again?????haizzz,dunno drink jor many glass jor..
then go dj stage ply...hehe~~
then the last treat...KO...
go out find them...
happened whole life wont forget the thing~~
i knw,u r would nt forget it too~
JUST AS OUR SECRET CAN?
rey curious ah??
haha~actually say about u thr.....
canz..sorry
yun..sorry
dai bo..sorry
ying..sorry
lili..sorry
jb sorry
coz vomit dao ur all n make u all so worry
reli paiseh die
hope tis the last time im drunk without bf takin care..hehe


haizz..head pain die~~
dunno when hou back..diu
reli 38!!!!!
ham tou tat time,reli no feel
fck..
regret!!!
im tough!!!!!!!!!!!!!

barcelona 22/8/09

sat...lazy go work again
1pm join them all eat "cheese fish fillet baked rice"
delicious die~
nite..
barce..fuck kao kao them!!!!
girl,gv me c u again..i SLAP kao kao u!!!
boh lui..mou hok yan dei hoi liu!!!!!
reli 上脑 kao kao!!!
erm...10ppl,2bottles..
drink die..
GOOD~
all release,GOOD~
erm..reach til the end
nid gv award to CANZ
most bei on the nitez award~~~yeahhh
congra canz!!!
sat yi fok de,ge gam gok reli NICE DIE!!!
when i lost u,do u knw how nervous im?
u knw how important u to me???
coz of tis,v been thru alot..
dont ever leave me,can u?
ty,GHOST ZAI~who found u~

san ben adi..
yam cha time~~
canz,jb,ying nid hantar go TANGJUNG RAMBUTAN~
wj kena go ku yi yun~ho lin...
all kind of crazy d..while they all crazier..
i vry serious talkin love prob wit KS...lolz
the 8po bee,keep gap g...lolz
wat a happy nite hor~
ying&bee,many prob happenin,hope u both reli enjoy last nite moment..

guy~missed Genting moment,missed malacca moment,missed PD moment.
dont u all missed it?wtf..time passed so fast hor..
appreciate whatever u got guy...
especially ME~~die soon..dont gek me~thank.

poppy 20/80/09

today act mc...

go for interview in Symphony Company...

then shop around~

nite~bit dissapointed

gettin less ppl goin..

jb n ying nt join..tis sat must ah~

reach til poppy.go inside...

boh ppl geh..sienz

open 1 side only..

luckily canz bring ppl come..

ks(peace queen)

canz tb friend,at last bei jor~haha

junjun...wow,can shake d wor!!!better then her biao mei~

canz most geng,my friend say u the most leng lui among v all!!!!

erm...may consider u....feli u paham tis sentence??hehe~

不该

不该做得事，为何偏偏都是有人去做呢?
因为该不该是自己定的！！！
你觉得该？等什么，做啦！！！
你喜欢，你快乐，你痛快就行了！

i wont stop sot..til
i find some1 worthly
i quit it



the word by:PIK GEK PPL

hair cut

sad for u
while u tellin it..
my tear almost drop
i feel the hurt u havin
it reali torturing..
u r tough girl
i shud learn it frm u..
whatever u do,i SUPPORT..
brave brave go!!!
whatever the result r,
hope the pain r the less...
jia you girl!!

PIG

ytd mama bring my favourite dish..
pig leg cuka~
my mum cook damn nice~
erm...
fat d,decided d other day start diet..
bt......wtf
lunch hour confirmed gt client treat eat..
free meal wor...cant waste ma~
go eat batkuteh..ding
eat pig hand...
ytd pig leg,today pig hand..=.="
later on...
nid change name d,Piggie Sze Yu Kuan...

Grandma birthday

po...thou life difficult
bt everythg will b fine
hope u b tough n optimistic
happy always..
dont bother too much
u r a good mother n popo to me
Jesus bless u po..
love u~
hope to celebrate alot other more birthday wit u..

n 3^o7 !

I LOVE U

this the fact
that cant change

cant help
no idea


hope tonight,u gonna have a good night..

work..

actually as acc clerk at my place..
not reali tat stress..
jus the surroundin...the feel...everythin..
and my life now..
SUCK!
cant describe wat feel..
jus feel...i goin to crazy soon..

reali goin to b CRAZY soon!!

You're Not ALONE(RG)

Another day has gone
I'm still all alone
How could this be
You're not here with me
You never said goodbye
Someone tell me why
Did you have to go
And leave my world so cold
Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
But you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
But you are not alone
'Lone, 'lone
Why, 'lone
Just the other night
I thought I heard you cry
Asking me to come
And hold you in my arms
I can hear your prayers
Your burdens I will bear
But first I need your hand
Then forever can begin
Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
For you are not alone
Whisper three words and I'll come runnin'
And girl you know that I'll be there
I'll be there
You are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
For you are not alone...

sienzz

work nearly 1 week...
on wed,feelin nt well...take MC d..
so paiseh,just started work adi take MC..
but thy told me do so,coz thy dont wan me spread it to them..
then go bac work on thrus..still feelin nt well..
lunch time...go eat alone...thot wan smoke
tat y dont wan dao bao bac shop eat..
coz cant let collegue knw im fulltime smoker,suffer..
then while picking yong tou fu..
a student..gt mental prob i think..
keep on gaga come touch me..
ding!!!!!!!!!!!!!reali feel fuckin annoyin
some more he eat,after swallow it..vomit it bac to the plate again
wtffffffffffffff.......i gv him gao dou no appetite!!!i wan vomit also!!fan wei la!!
but pity him also...but diu!!!
finish work,bac slp awhile..
10+..ready go MOS lo...
1st time go MOS..many malay chu...
but overall thr quite ok.jus cant SMOKE..
reali torture me...
luckily chong dou ppl thy,tenni those..
the most luckily chong dou connie geng..
erm...bei kaki...song
gether bei,haha
jus some other jus feelin super bored thr..haha
v ply til ntg ply..go kacau ppl
sampai kacau wrong ppl....gv ppl laugh die..
funny
at last the ppl v kacau(lonely 2 little TB)
ask me,can v dance gether?haha~~
yeah....success!!
coz v 4 reali damn boring...
at last frm connie thy knw tat...
our beloved BARCELONA closed!!!!!!!!!
OMG...our house closed adi!!!!!!!
reali miss our home so so so muchhh!!!!
hahaha~~~
no wonder MOS full wit ppl..



seriously..still miss u alot

acc clerk

today 1st day workin..
last nite cant slp...nt used to slp early punya pasal..
til sampai work til wan slp..
boring dying d.....
but the office hour attracted me...
karen,dont gv up...
jia you!!!

13/0709

goin interview today~
salary gettin lower n lower~
suen la...
wed start work d~(dunno wan anot yet)
i adi told my dad im withdraw~
he still thot me goin class..
sot d,sienz

raptor

erm..now is 8am~
while all other slping~
im writting blog~
raining now~~all must slp til like pig ba-_-"
im still haven slp...
just back~
12+ went to raptor~
at thr til 3+
baba nt enough...change place continue
go jor fo mei yan
i beh tahan sienz d..
back home~
til 6+,go fetch baba back~
thy bring along a malay girl tim~
thot is chick~
yuan lai...not
my baba reali good heart leh~~~~
coz the girl kena tangkap,kind of kidnap frm other..
so baba decided help her..
fetch her back home~~
then ah...feel
if the same thing happen on me?
would some other stranger rescue?
i think wont...haha~~~
tis world not reali so much kind ppl d...
haha~~~
tat all ba~~~
wan slp lol....

withdraw

today..wake by feli~
suddenly open my room door..
wake d..
then go coll
to withdraw frm course..

knw tat my beloved ex has a new gf..
happy for u..
wish both of u sweet gether~

goodbye beloved spark

haizz
at last nid to say bye
sad~~
all i love geh thing lefted me~
sienzzz
goodby my beloved che zhe

jia you

cant like past..
just self knw..
supported u..
jia you

sat nitez

sat...1st time presentation...
ntg special..
fast rush back..eat
nitezz,barcelona again..
with new friends....
quite fun..can bei,gt ppl pui me bei
but,got some1 reali fuckin cha d..
haha~
dance dance dance dance
then over d..yam cha
back home..
emo
xiong continue bei til nv nid to wake
but realitly cant change
hv to face..but reali nt in my control
wat can i do?
im not god..wan help,but no 1 can help
wat can do?wait die
just can say..life suck but tat the life all about

emo

ytd sing k..til 4am..
go eat breakfast..fix my suck pc..til 7am
takboleh tahan..slp awhile..
almost cant wake..luckly feli called..
rush n go coll for exam..
go in tarc..cincai park a place..
as lesson,my car kena lock..
fuck
late for interview d..
haiz...
just a suck day..
feelin headache..
after wat bro tell me..
emo die..
if can die..wish it happen now
fuck

水瓶座(Aquarius)
几乎每个水瓶座的心底都有着一段刻骨铭心人间记忆，一个永远无法忘记的背影。 那也许只是极其短暂的两情相悦，只是一种单恋，或只是一种只存在于虚幻空间。 一切看起来是那么平静，那么和谐。 没有惊天动地，没有海誓山盟，没有花前月下，没有浪漫，没有誓言，没有温度。水瓶座的理智和冷漠，注定了任何感情永无燃点。 水瓶座不容易喜欢上一个人。有人说水瓶座对伴侣的要求太高，其实并非这样，水瓶座注重的是感觉。只是那么轻描淡写的一眼，那个人已经吸引了水瓶的所有注意力，从此目光便无法转移。 用一秒钟爱上一个人，然后再付出一生去忘记，水瓶座就是这样的试验品。 但几乎所有的水瓶都会否认在自己的身上发生一见钟情，因为一向自视清高，承认爱上一个人这钟事似乎是在侮辱自己的智商。 更多的时候是因为，连自己都没发现已经爱上。水瓶座很多时候对于感情反应非常迟钝，迟钝到每次都是最后的知情者。有时容易出现弄不清自己的感觉，不清楚自己想做什么，觉得迷惘。 在对方没有非常明确地表示感情时会退怯，觉得爱情是两厢情愿，不想勉强对方。 显得很被动，忽冷忽热，犹豫不决，极其矛盾。在没有完全确定前，决不轻易付出感情，因为怕失去。也许是缺乏安全感，也许是对自己的保护，也可以算作是一种自私。 一般水瓶座的好朋友都是经过很长世间的考察的，不仅仅是几年，而是十几年。一旦被水瓶座当作好朋友的，会赴汤蹈火掏心掏肺。 在公车上，街边，商场，水瓶老是认错人。在茫茫人海中，始终在寻找一个熟悉的身影，直到产生幻觉。 这一刻，水瓶座突然很想痛哭流涕，因为突然发现自己几近疯狂的爱上一个人，失去了理智，失去了自我。这种突如其来的感觉，很恐惧，很无助。 水瓶座不喜欢这种感觉，因为不知该如何面对。要让水瓶座主动去追逐，是件异常困难的事，在水瓶座的世界里无法承受拒绝，就是这么脆弱，无论表面上看来是多么的坚强。 水瓶座在人前总是一幅无忧无虑没心没肝的样子，不想别人看见自己的悲伤，那样会有不安全的感觉，总是在无人的地方暗自落泪。 算了，还是放在心里吧。既不用尴尬的表白然后遭到拒绝，又不会相爱容易相处难的惨烈分手。这样很好，没人看出来，不至于太没面子。可以继续貌似潇洒。 但是，不同了。尽管水瓶座装着多么不在乎，看都不看一眼。可是对方说的每句话都从耳朵进去，没见出来。对方提的任何过分的要求，水瓶座统统照单全收精心尽力，决对不会有半个不字。完全成为一个爱情的奴隶，脸上还装酷无表情，整个死要面子活受罪。 这种情况下，如果对方使点阴谋诡计，刻意疏远避而不见或是视而不见，电话不接或是哼哈敷衍等等，水瓶会给整疯了，开始会想是什么自己地方做错了，说错话了，然后拉下面子主动讨好试探。不用多，碰壁两次，水瓶座就会有自知之明了，不会再去想是为什么会这样，也不想知道了。心里会想，原来是对方讨厌自己，不想见到自己。明白之后，就是绝对的安静了。 这还没完，过了一段日子。对方如果突然又改变态度，水瓶座竟然能既往不咎问也不问，殷勤依旧，完全没有尊严可谈。只要能和对方开心的在一起，过去不重要，未来也不重要，面子不重要，金钱不重要，时间不重要，自己也不重要。 天平失衡，感情重重的压在心底，自己却飘在了半空。太在乎对方，迷失了自我，幸福也变得虚无。 自己都不爱，谁还会珍惜。 水瓶座一旦付出，便是彻底，不可收回。 感情投入的越多越是伤的重。 最擅长的是难为自己。不想对方难过，只好让自己难过。总是认为自己有超乎寻常的承受力，把自己想得太坚强，而把别人想得太脆弱。不知道，受伤的其实是自己，只是不知道如何表现出来。 爱，这个字对水瓶座来说，太沉重珍贵了，无法用语言诠释。一旦说出口，犹如远古的文物，被发掘出土暴露于空气中，变得面目全非，失去本来的价值。 所以，不轻易说。 只需一次，水瓶座便把一生的精力耗尽，只因执著，便落得伤痕累累。那段感情如强酸腐蚀着那颗麻木的心，穿了一个洞，再也无法弥补。时间是世界上最有力的矬子，把空洞的毛边渐渐抚平，不再搁人。每当寒风吹过，犹闻隐约凄凉的萧萧声，似挽歌。 只需一次，水瓶座便不再幻想，于是狠狠将自己摔碎，拒绝熔化拼凑。因为怕熔了记忆，怕熔了那个远远的背影，怕熔了自己千年的期盼。 之后，水瓶座依然谈笑风生，依然开朗豁达，继续着一段接一段的新感情，重复着一切，因为无法承受寂寞。 人们都说水瓶花心，见一个爱一个，水瓶座会哈哈一笑，说'哪有？冤啊！'。其实心里在滴着血，脸上却得笑的灿烂，安慰自己'我是谁啊！哪会那么弱呢！' 有人说水瓶座太冷酷太自私，自以为了不起。可是谁又了解，水瓶座的心，容量很小，只能有一个，且不具修改性。除了那个人，其他所有自动归为一种程序。 因为无法虚伪，所以甜言蜜语都吝啬给予。因为天真，所以至死之前仍在等待。因为没有勇气，所以眼睁睁放手真爱无能为力。 当看到一个瓶子在疯狂地快乐或悲伤时，请千万不要被迷惑，水瓶总是不由自主地交错操纵着快乐与悲伤。其实并不像看到的那么快乐，同样的，也不像看到的那么悲伤。只是悲伤时，喜欢带上快乐的面具，而当水瓶快乐时，悲伤又不肯轻易放过。 只有真正懂得水瓶座的人，才能看见眼底那一缕似有似无的哀伤，才能明白是什么让水瓶如此的义无反顾，是什么让水瓶变得如此忽冷忽热捉摸不定，才能体会水瓶的坚强只是竭力掩饰的脆弱。 星相上说，水瓶座往往不被所爱的人珍惜。我想，是为什么呢？也许答案就在心中，只是水瓶座的本性不愿承认而已。


still nt fully un wat mean by all tat..
bz recently..after totaly un..will highlight those true

horrible

sat,go class...
seing 1st group presentation..
after settle thing in coll..
back kl,pavilion..thot watch movie..but ticket sold out..
when eating at subway...me n lovely lian take tis pic..
after walk walk..back lo
and on way back to loke yew..
damn jam over JLN Hang Tuah..
some more,my car aircond..gt prob..
tat y open window to breath..
omg!!!!!happen the thing i could nt imagine..
feel tis world reali horrible!!!!!!!!
tis reali a precious lesson for us..
feel sorry for tat...
lady n gentlement..plzz,alert
if u wan to open ur window,then shud nt put ur bag on ur hips..
DANGER!!!!!!!!!!!!

midnitez at the cinema

goin for a movie..nitez of the museum..
with mk,a new friend..
realize some thing..
started to feel,willing at 1st never gt tat feel..
it reali make my life miserable..
thank u alot...u such BIG EFFECT to me...

fuck

Lost City

ermm...wed,cant wake..didnt go class
til nitez..fuck,pc cant start..diu kao kao
thot evening slp d,nitez do asgmnt..
diu....luckly feli willing borrow me laptop..thxxx
erm...2am lo..
kent call,ask me go lost city..
ntg do,just go lo
til thr..alot ppl..
erm...wait wat..ofc eat lo
erm..bei har thr..
till 6+..
thot dont wan slp jor,straightly go class..
haizz,lazy..skip 3class..
then go for our lovely MR.chew class..
mayb seing me like vry slpy..
ask me question...
hey,sir..althou im look like slpy n quiet..
i gt listen d lo...can answer ah...hehe~~~
back home..ntg do,c back old photo..
miss past..miss genting,pd,everything...
ofc the most miss...is -___________-

忘情水

adi 1 month++ la..
wake la..wake la..
y still cant let go..y
y so cow..
reali feel san fu..breath also san fu
cant describe how san fu..
just san fu
给我一杯忘情水！

sat class

sat....wow,many parking..song
coz to late to attend modern elec class..
so just go for the next class...
practical e-media..
after finish class..
drive go back kl..
hehe~feli brought jor>>>
anti smoker...prevent my virus
while waiting feli back home takin sumthing..
sienz..take pic in car..with my old kelisa(miss spark)
after tat,go ask for the RM0.50..
at last,ask dou la..
say my love life goin to b ham ho..
then go jor pavilion..
c dao a vry nice car..

after that go nichii try cloth..
buy which wan hou leh?

nt willing to wake yet

feel damn fucking sick when some thing u cant control..
wake up?still far away..im not willing yet..
y?coz im really serious for this time..at the end?
arghhh!!!!suffer..really damn suffer
pls..knock my head,let me lose memory
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SUFFER

1st time club with coll friend

ytd do asgmnt..til so late..
lazy go for the early class..9:30am
skip tat..go on 12pm class..
erm...discussing bout today wif them..
vincent announce MR.CHEW class cancel later..
all fucking happy...YEAHHHHHHH
after tat back home...slp lo
til dinner...
then go quattro...
find dao hai lai tat..
then go in...small small..no place dance..
sumore lan jiao song..
cincai la..gt song..gt wine..can dance enough d...
dance dance dance dance...
just jessica didnt jek lol..
erm..n a guy ask me sumthing..thot is who..
yuan lai is my msn friend..no wonder la..
haha....
til 2+ ask thr for last more song again..
then back lo...

erm..

mon skip class..cant wake..
haizz,but at nite nid to asgmnt also..
til dunno wat time..
luckly d other day wake dou up..
then tues go lo..
go lecturer class(mass com)
sienzz d.. then out jor go eat mcd lo..
starving ma..
then back to join IT class..
then back home...takbolehtahan..
feel like wan faint jor..
go slp awhile..til 8pm..
haizz,dinner..
then nitez wan slp cant slp adi...haizz
luckly gt ppl acc...hehe
cant slp till morning..then go class..
blur at 1st..
but when attend english..funny n nervous die..
the uncle take attendent..call my name..
ask me out..ask me"adi didnt class for 3day lah???"
dont bother him..then say wan write essay..pass up on the spot..
suck..look at me n say..u dont nid do la...adi clever..
no nid come class..next time no nid come..
suck...FUNNY...
1pm finish class..
park my car at sgwang..then take monorail to KL central..
in monorail..erm,meet ppl frm sg..
happy family with 6children...
finish settle in KLcentral..
then back sgwang..lowyat
feli buy d P1 WAX..
then back home..
thot wan slp d..kit calling..
ask to do asgmnt..YOR..
yuan lai nid pass 2molo..
force to do..
suck!!!!!!!!

lazy

thrus slp..
fri slp....
sat slp...
sun slp....
few day didnt bath..hehe
coz 2molo gt class..so nid to bath..
hehe~
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T_wF-4YsD5s&feature=related
hope to do it with dar..hehe
just b honest jek..

let party

thurs...11/06/09
morning class skip...
hehe~
the last class skip too..
back home....
erm....ready for clubbin...
while dance...
fuck..remix love story on air..
takbolehtahan..fall...
continue the heat...til 3+
balik lo....canz damn bei..funnyhazel..behind me..cover her half face jor,paiseh..
beside her..hong hong...new member..feli #$..
lian also left half face...
canz beside me..nt ready yet..vomiting blood at thr...wei lan jor..
just me the most clear n PRETTY..hehe

top n bottom

wed..2class 2day..
10-1 lecturer class,in hall d..
late again...
ntg do..sienzz...coz lecturer no mic..cant listen wat she say
so...
after tat bring goldfish them all go jusco..
gether mcd thr...
erm..after while,time to leave..
go kuchai,TOP & BOTTOM..
try jek...not much cloth thr..

a nice pyjamas...

after tat back home...
then dinner near carefour..
after tat go jusco..bro buy secret recipe..
noticed supermacket at nite more ppl geh...
back home on9..chat.."HAPPY"...

ayehasheyo...

wake up at 8.35am..
fetch feli,wj go college..
study....
feli slp...yer...no pay attention at all!!!!

but...im also mm su sit...
ply feli besta....seing horoscope...draw sumthing..
horoscope say...must b bao rong...
still doin mou wei geh gin qi..
i dont mind..
after tat....finish class lo..
c dao wj coming...
zou hou sam la...pui har her..
then in class..continue listen song,drawing..
then til half fast fast bleh...
go office...diu,the fucking indian damn LC..
then thot wan lunch at canteen d..
but reach dao thr..no mood eat thr d..
HOT N FULL OF PEOPLE..how eat o?
go mcd lo,jusco...
reach thr....eat d..c dao korea child..so CUTE
the kid keep ply her tongue...cute..eating icecream..
her tongue longer then me geh..
she keep on come our place..when v call her..
like take pic geh leh..
teach her pose PEACE!!so cute!!

at last skip english class...
hang around thr...coz nid wait til 6pm only wj can back..
then 5+,back...
rain!!!JAM JAM JAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
then back home....bath...on9.....dinner...