college life goin to start soon

18/05...orientation in tarc...
v really think tarc college our baba buka punya!
late d....hehe!
walk thr walk here like soh poh...
too big d...
till thr...take jor a fail...n tarc shirt...
then go into the hall..
feel naik kereta jor..
fast fast out from thr...
then bleh lo..
hehe...then while walk back to car..
c dao long time no c geh cy...thin dao..(jeolous)
then ask them fast fast go jor admin then out..
v go pizza thr sin lo..
eat eat eat...
thy come d..join gether eat lo...
then gether back kl,thy back jb thr..
i back home..damn nt feeling well..
then late bit join them with ying..
go jor calorie cafe...
haha.....feli scare
when bill damn funny..
gamble win geh coin all take out n pay...



wat dat!!!!
then when goin back home..
ying drive my car..
wow,damn nervous...
then til loke yew thr..i drive back...
then back home lo...















19/5
thx for reject my offer nicely..
erm..again orientation...
late bit..make student id..
go in hall awhile..then back..
wj situation same with mama at 1st..
erm..eat finish..
go jor sgwang n low yat awhile for the fuck cheque..
then back home...
til nitez at home...
thy go jor genting..wj situation back normal again..
left me alone..
but tumpang happy for her too...
2molo hv to go loreal interview/training..
nid wake up early again..
slp few hour recently..still can tahan wor..
good..haha...


-end-

戏的影响

“忍耐能让奇迹发生”。。
很想这会真的发生。。
但，是真吗?
是个幼子和逃避的想法吧。。


晚。。
吓倒人了。。
第一个打来的，是她。。
谢谢你关心，真的很感动。。
我不是要吓人的。。
我很想酱做，但想到后果！
也想到酱的痛也不算什么路！

第二个打来的，是他。。
不好意思，吓倒你。。
谢谢关心，心想(u mind?)
傻婆，当然啦！！
是好朋友吗！！


谢谢好朋友的关心。。

霸道的我

我需要很多安全感的人。。
但我。。给不到人家。。
结果，就是酱吧。。
一个小小的动作能让感觉跑了。。
能让结果无法想象。。
这也是自己拿来的吧。。
活该..

自己给不到的，。。期望人家给。。
天啊，为什么我酱霸道的啊？！

cant let go..

mm sek dak..
hope im god..
wat i wan..wat wish i make..
can b true..
but im not..
xiong leave tis cruel place..
to a peace,without prob place..
CANT
just hope life gt bz soon..
hope tis world without love..
no hurt no heart pain..
im selfish..
but all tis always happen on me..
im suck..
my life suck
now will not think how happy im in past..
sad cover all..
feel like mm xiong in love again..
scare the fucking feeling back..
y?
y tis must happen..
time..tat all i need
if i could back to past..
it will b wondeful..
mayb tis my bao yin..

cant control..

since knw u happy til the day b4 v break..
break up with u really make me almost crazy..
tears fall ,cant control..
heart pain..cant control..
never try like tis b4..
mayb past got,but forget d..
coz the happiness of our..
make me forget all the thing..
hoping together back with u..
but i knw..will never ba..
u decided tis way..
must gt the coz..
but if u really could try it once more..
im willing
without u,feel like hell..
really xiong go back to camp..
hide in the peace place..
hope to lose memory..
hope im not wear tat shirt on tat day..
without u..really feel damn blur..

when knw got chance to c u today..
really damn nervous..n happy..
nervous coz scare v will speechless with each other..
happy..coz could c u..
worry..u r bei,pain..
sad..cant take care of u..
wanna..help u put losen..
dont wanna leave u..

05/04/09....0252am

cant explain the feeling..
dunno y
izit coz of some 1?
some thing?
dunno...
hope got ppl un..
no..coz i didnt tell it..
crazy..
FUCK

TAKE RESULT DAY

12/3/09

Take SPM result today...
ermm...can eat tom yam d..hehe
some more go pd lo..
just cincai write...coz got 2 monster behind me...
just wan to tell...
I WILL MISS MY DARLING SO SO MUCH!!!
SO SO SO SO SO SO SO MUCH!!!!
MUACKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!


Be continue..