cny n birthday

1st year birthday celebration without celebration,
without friends,
without presents,
without wishes,
lefted only tears.
shud b well prepare for next year,the same thing happen
chosen u,mean without friends?YES

CNY,for tis year CNY
reli nt much meaning to me
i miss family,
home,friends so so much!!!!!!!


"take it easy KAREN"

agruement

erm....started with end
sienz
y seem all u correct?
y,wat u do,u think,u wan r correct?
bt wat i do,i think,i wan all wrong?
sienz
cant determine correct or fault adi...
i knw shud tolerate,I GOT
bt....y still tis way
u hot temper,me too.
u nt patient?me too
i gt my kind of thinkin wan..
can say so..u nt reli understand wat i think yet..

life

wan to b rich?without any sacrifice?
mou soh la
wat i sacrifice now..family n friends
tis decision sacrifice alot
nid earn back double on it
so...hopefully
i tough to handle future prob
no rich no back KL

lol^^

reach johor

started frm today...start a whole new journey in my life
gettin far frm hometown,family n friends
goin to a new environment
good luck to myself
bt sunday only go sgpore
tis few day for relax in dear house
noon..go fishing wit dear,n dear mama
wtf
sienz die....gv mosquito bite die
swear nt fishing adi
after tat go c cow...so cuteeeeeeeeeee
then ah..back home
dear said go out a while
wan dam dai me..sure i dont let
bt he choose to leave me alone also
said awhile back
bt end up...few hour later only back
xiong cry jor
dear bluff me
haizzzz
shui yan dear
HENG

BYE

bye my family..home

bye my friends

goin to out KL for a moment

thrus...nitez

farewell wit my friends

haizz

touch die guys

reli mm seh dak u all

but i will b back geh..wait me hor

after yam cha wit them all...

start go johor adi

on the way...dear said

my baba dont wan me d..

cryin d

althou i always said tat...bt nt tat meaning

dear...i cry nt coz wat u said

mm seh dak sure gt...release still nid?right?

cry nt coz weak can?i admit im nt as tough as i pretend

bt...im nt tat weak too

i dont care how gettin bully or other in future dear

it will let me learn alot

i jus nid a my bf to support n understand me..

even parent dont un me i dont mind

bt..my bf also cant un me?dear...half my wrong too

coz i didnt said it out

dear...muacksss

RHB-BANK Kiosk Sales Ex

lol...the post of tis job,like vry pro
haha...jus sales jek
funny^^
started work 1st day,reli feel so fed up
so fed up bout sales adi
bt anyhow,nid go thru..since the basic attrative ma
work wit dear,so song^^
haha
bt nt last long also...
taking leave back johor wit dear
n dear friend advise v goin sgpore
it better then earnin RM
so...v decided goin sgpore
resign tis job...
^^

worry..nervous..end up wit dissapointed

erm....at 1st,thot its ntg..mus b a mistake
bt..at last,sure the result r nt mistake
sure adi...the feeling tat time..althou scare
but...happy
bt,when knw the end....feeling self so useless

haizz,sorry b

byebye b

genting trip^^

goin genting wit geng n dear dear^^

hehe^^happy

guys...my friends,reli miss last time moment

althou less ppl goin,bt it enjoyin la

hehe^^

d other day...eye cong jor

so decided cancel kuantan trip

so..goin back johor wit dear to heal eye

lam 5 dou,feli n wj same wit me

haha^^

too over?

erm..since gether wit him

everyday seing each other..except the only 1day

mayb goin out too over..baba angry 99

haha...kena beat jor

bt,nt scare at all la

after beat straight stole stole went clubbing tim^^

erm...dear went genting

me barcelona...dear reli worry dying me^^

d other day,act guai,dont out sin^^

cant c dear for a day so sanfu jor

^^

in my heart

today..waked on 7pm
hehe^^
then goin dinner wit dear n his friends
after tat..bring dear..find mama in frenster..
hehe^^funny
dear..heartbeat geng dou,funny^^
after tat...go pak toh wit dear
'small genting' hehe^^
dear,whatever u do..i accept it,and support it
when wanna back..reli mm sek tak gah
dunno u feel dou mou..hehe^^
when reach home,layin on bed..
look my palm..feel it back..
stolen smile adi...
automaticaly..put to my heart..
dear..adi in my heart,muacksssssssss...
MUACKSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS^^

telemarketer

15/09/09

wake up late...

go work..1st day
trainin...reli slpy die..

hou xiong back..

althou salary quite attractive..

bt nt suit zao nt suit gua

16/09/09

d other day...cant wake...

told trainer,mc

ehehe..

went out wit dear..

discusin shud continue work tis job?

then eat n watch 'i love beth cooper'

hehe^^

wat a lovely day

whole day til nitez spent wit dear..

nitez..still purposely send tis to me..

thank dear...so cute^^

Johor,Chaar

didnt slp...
takin bus..back dear hometown
reach thr..suprise n suprise n suprise
dear whole family,friends all so nice
althou jus a small place thr..bt reli feel peace thr
thank dear mama gv me a necklace..damn nice^^
when dear..askin me wanna follow him back hometown..
im thinkin..think n think about it b4 answer dear
coz...all thing happen too fast,the realistic feel nt thr
bt after dear...show me something on car,while goin nilai/cyber
i knw how to answer adi^^
decided follow dear...nt regret of the decision
and when reach home
started to miss dear..
started miss the time v being together
started miss everything
wtf man
y im nt kena toto neh,if nt can go honeymoon lo
goin to start work tml...

poppy 11/04/09

bei~
til nitez...
fetch mei goin club
drink only a bit..
and..poppy reli shit only tat day..
dunno izit mei 'leg head' nt good ah..
or wat...or pork n unclass ppl tat nitez..
bt seem mei enjoy it..
coz dear n me..reli bit sienz d..
smell alcohol..sumore drink it...yiiiiiiiii
i think nid stop clubbin awhile~~
dear...u seem alot of thing on ur mind..
bt coz of u nt tellin it..i could nt guess wat it is ma
everytime club...after bei or wat..
will sit thr..holdin ur head..
seem depress something
jus feel everything gt the solution
n shud b optismistic..
bt after back hometown wit u..I UN DEAR

dear come lo^^

after waked..goin to interview
meet jb n her friends...
gettin in..can say success geh..
after tat walk around...meet ying
hehe^^coloured hair by pro ying
after tat go fetch dear..gether went to SS2
eat alot^^hehe
after tat fetch them back d,wit dear find fion
then go to c our movie
WHERE GOT GHOST,sg movie
funny die...bt for me also hong bou die...
then go genting klang yam cha wit dear friends...
after tat gt second round...meet wit kent,mk
lost city...at 1st dissapointed..then at last ok d
erm....bei^^reli bei
bt still knw self doing wat
as my concept for tis,v shud control it..nt control by it
dear..i take care myself,no worry
til 7am...back
lay on bed...til 10am..cant slp
imagination geng...
thinkin alot of thing...
erm,wonderin after bei geh me is ori me?
or realistic me the ori?
baba,mama,luv u so much~

heartbeat cant even slow down for awhile..
feelin my heart gt some prob^^
heart attack?wtffffffff


release tis way,gt wrong?
then tell me any other way to release can?

feeling

09/09/09

jus past
wat nid 99 geh leh?
happy 99
relax 99
laugh 99
sweet 99
play 99
eat 99

among v all,all couple lo
except 1....
coz u yim zip jek(dunno weather u still c my blog mou)
all sweet sweet..happy happy geh
some almost 1year,some almost half year,some almost 2week
hope all of us can continue happy 99

and ofc...vry excite bout the trip v plan end of this month
after study,exam,asgmnt so hard...guys
SHUD RELAX 99
hehehe^^

wai wat feel again

dont like tis kind of feel..

been thru tis feel since child til now

dont hope to hv tis kind of again..

tat y desperately wan own car...

erm...bt at least,i knw my target nw..

try to achive it^^

dear,im nt angry..jus feel wai wat..

wtf

bt dear,u made me smile again^^

the pizza althou adi cold n late reach..

bt i still feel it warm..sweet dear

ty dear,u make me feel confident in love again^^

muackssssssssss

can c dear by tml..yeahhhh

n dear must b success on the interview on fri..

no nid worry dear^^

ty dear for the warm pizza n sweet cigr^^

my whole day^^

waked up late,ding
late jor,plus the time for interview early jor
damn rush...
at last reach thr..
settle,success!!
yeahhh,monday start new job..
feel excited and the same time feel lazy too^^
dream of gold drop down frm sky..innocent girl here^^
hope nt goin gettin so fast fed up n change job again..
my target nw,out a car
shud nt gv up easily..
hope i gt enuf patient ba^^
noon..nitez shop til heart pain...
nvm,next time earn back double....
nitez yam cha wit them..
sayin among us..
who the last who gt a LV,GUCCI,BURBERY,or blehh bleh
nid treat eat...hehe^^
fight n work hard for better life..^^

poppy 04/09/09

due ytd..waked late~
wake up,find dear go eat~
feli ffk,diu
after eat...
back home get ready go poppy~
quite alot ppl tat nitez..dance flr no place dance~
meet dou bibi,n few of my sis friend tim~
drink drink drink.wtf
i hate CHIVAS
omg
in the end...vomit die thr
luckily dear hug g...
bei 9 jor lo...wtf
luckily no knock head adi~
hehe^^
got improvement d...
while driving back..waitin traffic light'
wtf..BOOM,i ngou 9 jor
suen..dont bother
continue..luckily c back the car..WLR 25
horn horn horn..go side
yiii,hong bou...indian man lai geh...
haizz
suen ba~
back home..........
slp lu~bei

barcelona 03/09/09

erm...dear come
fetch him,together wit his friend have breakfast
pavilion,dragon-i....long time no eat lo..
then....back ready go barce
thot goin to b a borin nitez..
unexpected..still ok
at least gt a girl pui me,selena...
erm...dear wei dai
2year nt touch...at last touch also~~hehe
1st time drink lambogini(dunno spell)
yiiiiiiiiiiii~nan yam dou~~
fetch selena back...accidently
go jor sri petaling eat..
til reach home 7+...
gv baba diu 99...
i wan my own carrrrrrrrr
fuck~

fion~

im reli so sorry to heard that
jus to let u knw,anything happen..
i still by ur side
hope u move on toughly..
alive,old,sick,die the four prosess for human
althou hard to accept it,but v force to be
anytime u need me to talk..i b thr for u