cant let go..

mm sek dak..
hope im god..
wat i wan..wat wish i make..
can b true..
but im not..
xiong leave tis cruel place..
to a peace,without prob place..
CANT
just hope life gt bz soon..
hope tis world without love..
no hurt no heart pain..
im selfish..
but all tis always happen on me..
im suck..
my life suck
now will not think how happy im in past..
sad cover all..
feel like mm xiong in love again..
scare the fucking feeling back..
y?
y tis must happen..
time..tat all i need
if i could back to past..
it will b wondeful..
mayb tis my bao yin..