my future..

today,13/11/2008........
long time didnt write thing here adi~
must b so many fan waiting my feeling to b state here..haha
future??my future would b full of colour?or just dark??
i really concern on this matter.....
i wan to b success in my future no matter wat job i having~
but when just set up the goal,and cant achive it at last....
will feel self so useless....
i hope to gv a good lifestyle for my family...my beloved parent
thy work so hard for me...and i should at least b able to earn money..
and gv them a good lifestyle tat they ever had....
when the exam started.....and the time i answering the question~
i had noticed tat...if i prepare well b4...it would b a easy test for me~
but now everything regret also too late~
whatever the result out,i had to face it too~
i really scare i do not hv a good result n cant study in some course~
but....wat can do......who call me so lazy~
haizzz,how to take out the lazy nerve from my body???
god...help me!!!
haha~